Hello everybody. I'm Mary and i'm 16 years old and i go to tell you my story, as you can see, on cyberbullying. I lived for 2 years now, a story which has totaly changed my life. Whether in good or bad. I was 14 old and I returned to school. I was very excited to go finally with the big boys. During my year, i made me friends, I did things unforgettable, I went to party, but i meet above all, the love.
It was the perfect boy, for me, a little too much, now that I reports to me. He was funny, kind, cary, intelligent, and he loved me. After a few months of relationship, I was very happy, but he decided to pass over a cape. At the departure, I wasn't very consenting, but I loved him and I have done everything for him. Exactly, my naivity has took the top, and then I embarked in a story which would change my life. One monday morning, when I arrived at school, like every morning, the looks of peoples which looked hard at me, I was afraid, they laughed, I heard sometimes «It's she?She did that ? » I don't really understood. Soon after, my friends, that I mad did during my year, came to see me and they asked me to join them in the toilet, where everyone would come. I went to the toilets, so anxious, when my friends explained to me the problem. After reflection, I didn't believe them, I even almost fainted, I couldn't feel my body, I felt weak and helpless. I didn't realize. No, it was impossible. How could he did that? I trusted to him. I asked me how I went get out of this terrible situation but I don't saw a way out. I had to face reality, but how can he humiliate me? My boyfriend has published a picture of me naked when he wanted us to pass this cape, but I was not ready.So I was just showing him my chest by skype, a social network. I was really into the abyss, I did not know how to react. Almost all of the high school had seen the photo, the only thing I wanted at the moment it was to die.
1 year had passed with suicide attemps, depression, anonymous calls, insults, page about me on social networks which are only humiliate me. I was afraid, of everything, peoples, looks, I was wary all the time. I managed to talk to my parents, something that some girls of my age wouldn't have done, I took my courage and i was went to complain. I feel that during for an eternity, but I want it to end, it's necessary that it end. After a few visit to a psychologist, I realized death it wasn't a solution for me, in a first time for my family and my friends, because it's them who helped me to go out of this situation. I fight every day against these humiliations, and after a determination, all illicit photos about me on social networks were blocked and deleted. I was relieved, even if I know that today there are always people who have kept this picture. But I think that with time they will forget, surely.I just wanted to tell you that if you have friends or neighbors, classmates, who suffer of these persecutions you must to help them and get them out of that. I regret very much what I did. I trying now to rebuild myself, because, I really of ill to do trust to someone. But please, don't judge me, because, deep down that's what hurt the most, judgment, prejudice.So if you know someone in this situation, help this person , and especially, especially, you must react.
